AugustFires

I've put life... well on the back burner of my life the whole time. Spoiled, angry, depressed, loud, seething, curious, and jealous. I never cared so much of whats going on around me but only my self.... Not in every manner but in a lot of ways. I listen to my anger the most... it's lost me jobs, friends, relationships, train of thoughts, what's important to me. And its because my anger made me selfish, some guy cusses me out I feel the need to have the last word, someone puts something in my way I push it back in theirs. It's destroyed my courtesy unto others, because I woke up and ended up putting my pants on backwards it ruins my whole day

You want a monster? Here's that child you told me to foster, raise, treat right, shape, and mold so it wouldn't cost her, but it's because of that child I lost her. Let the cage open and let the beast wander, it's curiosity and thoughts to ponder I wonder upon what next angry destructive blunder I must plunder under cover, because I'm stuck with this child forever. So release the monster, let it find itself back to her, so then, maybe the beast will tame, and for once in its life the child could have a name. To stay nameless, it would be me who is to blame, to stay no name, is ignorance at its best. Knowing what’s really right down in